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Archive for February 9, 2009

BEFORE I GO TO WORK

I JUST WANT TO SAY THANKYOU
TO THE LORD WHEN I WAKE UP
FOR PERMITTING ME TO SEE ANOTHER
SUNRISE
THANKYOU FOR MAKING EACH DAY I
LIFE A SURPRISE
THANKYOU FOR THE LITTLE AND TINY
THINGS LIKE A SMILE FROM MY MOTHER
A HUG FROM MY CHILD
A INSPIRATIONAL WORD FROM A
CO-WORKER
A PRAYER SAID FOR THE AILING AT CHURCH
YESTERDAY,
A PRAYER FOR THE SICK AT WORK
A PRAYER FOR THE LITTLE CHILDREN
STILL SICK AND RECOVERING IN HOSPITALS
I JUST WANT TO SAY THANK YOU LORD
JESUS …BEFORE I GO TO WORK
I LOVE YOU LORD AND I WORSHIP YOU
FOR YOUR GREAT COMPASSION AND LOVE
FOR ALL MANKIND
I PRAY THAT THE WORLD SEE JESUS IN
ME IN MY WALK THROUGH LIFE TODAY
BEFORE I GO TO WORK THIS IS WHAT I WILL
PRAY
THANK YOU LORD FOR YOUR LOVE AND
WISDOM AND PROTECTION
THANK YOU FOR ALL THAT YOU DO
AND THE STRENGTH THAT YOU
GIVE ME TO GO ON AND MOVE FORWARD
TO HELP OTHERS IN LIFE
GIVE ME THE DRIVE AND PASSION TOWARD
BEING A SERVANT OF THE MOST HIGH
AND SERVANT OF MANKIND
I AM ABLE TO DO “ALL THINGS THROUGH
CHRIST WHO STRENGTHENS ME”
HALLELUJAH, AND AMEN!
AMEN, AMEN…SO LET IT BE!
BEFORE I GO TO WORK
AMEN!

Love in Circles and Squares

I walked in the revolving door and
you followed me
We walked round and round like
children playing a game
Till finally we stopped chasing
each other and allowed ourselves to
be caught…..
So where do we go now?
We follow the square box that
leads to the meadow just beyond the
hill.
The grass is swaying in the late afternoon
sun as we walk toward the sunset pink, yellow
and beaming brightly ….holding hands
tightly ….not wanting this moment in
time to end.
You have to go home, and I have to leave
you and go to my home
I will miss you….I want you to allow me
to catch you again…and I want to allow
myself to be caught too….
Tomorrow or the next perhaps…but for now
I must continue into this square of
harsh reality and rules and regulations
I will meet you again-
soon….but for now
farewell, farewell, farewell

Do I have to feel awkward all the time?

I AM SHY! I CANNOT STAND IT ANYMORE!
I am too old for this nonsense…I really am!
So what do I do?
I want to speak and I clam up…
I was to say things and I think of it
hours or minutes later…much later…
A close loved one always told me that
timing is EVERYTHING….So what is my
problem?
Do I have to feel awkward all of the time?

VALENTINES DAY IS ONLY A SECOND IN TIME

A firm hand grasped around my hand…
that was Valentines Day for me…
in just one little second…
NOPE…it did not last long…but
it was a nice sense of feeling like I
truly belonged and was cared about…
Just for one second….Thank you…for
that second in time…..For which it will
always…be in my heart and mind….

Happy Valentines Day!

MY LOVE ON VALENTINES DAY

The closeness we shared,
the quiet moments at dawn
the hush of the wind blowing past
my window as I dream of your touch
Your hug, your smile, your scent…
You listen intently when I talk,
you hear my heart’s dreams,
and you feel my heart’s passion.
The roses you gave me still smell
fresh, and delicate like our love and
when we hold hands, I sigh…deeply
and I cry inwardly for the happiness we
shared.
Thank you for your love, and thank you for
being there….again, and again.

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY

WHAT I WANT FOR VALENTINES DAY

DIAMONDS, PEARLS, FLOWERS,
AND GEMS!
HUGS, AND KISSES FOREVER!
CANDIES, COOKIES, AND STUFFED
ANIMALS!
I love them all!
But most of all I just WANT YOU!

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!

THE POINT OF VALENTINES DAY

To show the one you love how much
you care
To give that special someone a gift that
symbolizes your love and concern
To show your co-workers that you
have a soft spot in your heart for them
To have your love broadcast to the world
and
To free yourself of negativity.
Wow! I have never really thought about it
like that…
but alas….I will only share that day with my
mother and my son.
Hope your Valentines is a Good One!

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY–I LOVE YOU!

I want to say I love you…
but when I see you I do not know
how to say it.
I saw you and my heart skipped a beat
and I felt a tingle in my feet.
I want to touch you ….but you run
from me.
The wind blew through the window and
the curtain moved, and you were gone!
So now I have no more Valentines Day!
For you have gone, so far very away!
Little me, silly me, large mistakes
that taste like pancakes!
Without the syrup…..Oh, my….why
can’t I just be little fly on the wall instead
of this bramble bush of loving thoughts
and painful heart….
I want to be in your presence all day long=
I wanted to sing you a very special song…
So come back, to little buttercup…that’s right
that is me…come back little sweetum…
buttercup…..YOu see me….I miss you…
I keep looking up into the sky…for a
sign of your love…for me!
Can’t you see?
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY–I LOVE YOU!

I’m Sad Again

Take me to somebody who
will explain to me why I am
drawn to people who do not really
want to be a friend?
Sometimes I look at the past ten
years of my life and I am unable to
really connect with people.
I mean really! I am truly alone with my mother
and my son.
I hear people on my job going out with
one another, of meeting up to visit a sick
friend.
But when I get sick, or my child is in the
hospital…nobody visits and nobody calls.
Maybe I generate some negative auora…
I am fat, and overweight….I am not very
pretty….so maybe that is why at the age
of 47 …soon to be 48 on February 15…that
is why I am without a mate ( for over 10 years
I have been without a mate…or companion)
I am not the attractive 21 year old I had
been so many years ago.
So there…you have it!
Yes, I am SAD Again.
I want happiness, but I am not in the
pool of happiness I guess.
I hope your life is better…and more
positive than mine.
My birthday is unfortunately the day after
ValentinesDay….I NEVER RECEIVE A GIFT.
I never even get a card for Valentines Day…
So What!? Hey you are right! I am nobody
special. I just a human being…lucky to be
who I am….atleast I have ajob….everything
else is not important.
Or atleast I can get up and go to work
and feed my child….so do I deserve a pat
on the back for that? NO of course not.
So yeah, I am SAD Again….but I never give
up….NEVER GIVE IN …..I keep pressing
toward the mark of my high calling from God…
to be a servant to others. I am not
permitted marriage, or intimate relationships—
just serve my family, and do my job, and
obey my bosses and supervisors on my
job. Exciting isn’t it?
But things could always be worse. I could be
in horrible conditions that I will not even
state….but you know what I mean.
So if you are listening…think about your
life…if you have a roof over your head, food
in my stomach, and my family ….well….
I just have to be thankful for what I have.
Although I feel loss, and sadness some
times….but THIS TOO SHALL PASS…this too
shall pass.

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!